update on......me? Journal, I guess :)

Hello Hello!!!

I feel like I'm up really early, cuz barely anyone else is, but really it's a fine time to be up... :P

Iiiiiii'm still in my pajamas...gonna eat breakfast soon. :)

Soo.....tomorrow is my voice recital!!!! I'm the youngest one, (besides this little fourth grader but she doesn't really count cuz she's mostly there to learn piano) and the rest are in highschool! I think I'm ready, but.....I'm really nervous. And I want to practice tomorrow, (duh) but the brother and the sister are gonna be home, and I'm gonna be so embarrassed....AND I don't know what to wear. Why don't I own any dresses??? HHMMMMM????

Alright, enough about that.

My Birthday is on Friday!!!! YAY HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

I REALLY need to do my homework. Like it's insane how much of a lazy procrastinator I am.

Right, gonna go eat I think!

French Toast!

~ labiegirl

Book!!!

Hiya! So this post I thought I'd post the very beginning-key words, very beginning-of a book I thought I might start writing. I don't really know where it's going, I never do, but I liked the idea.

First off, it’s Becca, not Pecca. Just get that straight.

Backstory? Well, Peccatum means ‘mistake’ or 'sin' in Latin. My mom’s this big Latin freak, so that’s what I’ve been called since I can remember. “Peccatum, don’t eat that, Peccatum, stop talking to that strange man……yeah.

My real name is Rebecca, so when people started calling me Becca, my mother conveniently shortened my ‘name’ to sound like my nickname. So Pecca I am. Don’t ask me why, ask mom. She’ll tell you. She’ll get that sad look I her eyes, look off into the distance, and say: “It was a mistake……she never should have happened.”

Yeah, most parents wouldn’t say that outright, and certainly not around or to their children, but my mom’s always been pretty loose about it, in a uptight way. Like, she won’t tall me anything about my father, or where we used to live, or why we move around so much, or why there’s always some strange person that comes up to me at random times, look at me weird, and start to talk…….and just as I feel like I might be about to discover something, my mom’s there, looking so worried I half expect to see the person pull out a gun or arrest us or something. But they never do anything. They just look at my mother, and it almost looks like they’re communicating, and then she winces and says “I’ll do whatever it takes” or some variation of that. And then before I know it, we’re moving again.

I’ve lived in a lot of places, but not in a cool way. I’ve met my share of really weird people who live all over that mom seems to know somehow…..

It's not a lot, but......See, I got this idea, cuz I take Latin, and I was trying to memorize my vocabulary, and having little weird ways to do that helps. So I was trying to find a way to remember what peccatum meant, when I thought, hey, what if there was this girl named Becca but her mom called her Pecca cuz she was a mistake? So I got this idea and now I'll hopefully never forget! There will have to be a mythical reason why she should not have been born, maybe something to do with Rome? Latin stuff? To show off my new dead language. ;)

Right, well I hope you like it, comment, tell me what you think. Case you didn't catch that.....COMMENT!!! Please? I love it when you do! :)

~ labiegirl

Song, and thank yous!!!!

So YAY the last post worked!!! Super! :)

I am going to put my most recently written song in this post, but first of I wanna give a biiiiiiiiiig shout out to the two people following me!

Thank YOU Bean, for being my best friend and following this blog and commenting and supporting me and my song writing efforts! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Thank YOU Belize, for being my super homeschool buddy, and taking lots of pictures and following my blog!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

If anyone else decides to follow me....(hint hint, nudge nudge) You will get the same lovely shout out! But personalized like these! Right!

Sooooo.....here's my song!

So Cold (unless I think of a better title. always.)

1. I can see you smiling

I can feel you holding me

But now we're sitting with

So much space between us

I feel so cold without your arms around me

Now all I hear is silence

All I see is your shifting gaze

All I feel is waiting

Trying to find a way out of this maze

Chorus:

Waiting for you to look up at me

Waiting to see what I can't see

Waiting to know the reason why you've been acting so cold

Waiting to look into your eyes

Wanting to take off our disguise

Waiting but not really wanting to know

Why I feel so cold

2. It's never easy

To admit that something's gone wrong

It is far to simple

To just keep on holding on

Part of me's afraid to

Hear what you are going to say

I just wanna pretend that it's not too late

(Chorus)

Bridge:

And I can just see yesterday

We were meant to be

Laughing all night long

You still feel like a part of me

I just can't see

What went wrong

Baby what went wrong?

(Chorus)

So there you go! I hope you like it, I'm not quite sure about it yet. I'll probably be changing it a lot whenever I get better ideas.....it's just one of those songs, you know?

Alright, well I've been on the computer long enough, and I have Latin Homework. Due tomorrow, homeschool group's starting up again!!!! So I really have to get working on it! And I have babysitting tonight, so less time! And must go listen to the radio and try to win Taylor Swift tickets! Busy day!

'Til next time,

~ labiegirl

Hopefully this works. Journal!!!!

Hi there! Okay, so the last two times I've tried to post it hasn't worked. I have no idea why, but I hope this one works!

So, yesterday I went to the boys basketball tournament at my old school...(except not at my old school, cuz their gym SUCKS!!!!) And it was actually more fun than I thought it would be! Not extremely fun....but fun. :) we one third place....but lost first place by ONE POINT! Stupid lucky free throw...

Okay, so I really don't care about sports that much. Really. Just in case you thought I was....I am a little. But not that much. :)

Everybody went to Subway in between the games, (my first time!!! Don't call me a loser. It was a little scary....a friend had to walk me through ordering a little bit. Not my fault I wasn't exposed to this as a child! And I have like fear of ordering. Seriously.) Yay subway for being a fast food restaurant with good veggitarian food!!!

Okay so after the game I got a ride with a friend.....a special friends Bean might know who I'm talking about. ;) With his dad and sister and MOST ADORABLE PUPPY EVER!!!!!!!! I. AM. SERIOUS. This pupp is MAJOR cute. Want him!!!!! And we went Downtown on the way to my house and stopped at this really cool store, but we didn't have much money.. :( So his dad said he'd take me and the sister shopping downtown tomorrow, (today) soooo cool! Except.....last night as I was showing the sister the most amazing thing of all time on YouTube, (A Very Potter Musical, OMG SO FREAKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!) I got sick and threw up. FAIL!!!! So I went to bed super early and fell asleep and had weird dreams and woke up and felt better and ate French Toast! Yay!!! But not better enough to go shopping. :(

So instead I watched The Sixth Sense with the dad and the brothers and the sister. It was really good. But it was also majorly creepy. Omg those dead people were SO SCARY!!!! I ended up taking like a minute and a half shower afterwards cuz I kept thinking about it....*shudder.*

Anyway, so here I am now, listening to the sister try to figure out a piano piece for me so she can teach me. Forever and always, Taylor Swift. It is sooooooo pretty and I really want to learn it.

Right. So I don't wanna make this too long, in case it doesn't work again and I lose all this. ARGH! If it works, maybe I'll post another one today. Cuz I wrote a song.........YAY!!!! :D :D

Kk, maybe post soon! Thanks for reading!

~ labiegirl

SNOW!!!!! We're supposed to get a snowstorm. :) It looks like light snow, but it's sticking and just hasn't stopped. YAY!!!!! :D :D

Blarhg. I really wanted to post today, but I really can't think of anything!!! My life is just too boring, I guess.

Okay, I still only have one person following me, so I can't do some weird group thing....hhhmmmm...

I just drank a bottle of Steaz, which is this weird organic flavored green tea thing that is REALLY YUMMY. Lemon Lime is the best, but I drank it all, haha, (not all in one day!!!) So I had Raspberry....again, why am I telling you all this random stuff? Not that it matters, cuz only one person is reading this anyway. :( Where are the people from around the world who should be randomly finding my random blog and following me?!!!!

I don't even have a new song....I'm getting behind, need to work on that.

No Journal entries, cuz I didn't do anything today.

I guess I could go back and take a chapter form a book I was-ahem, am writing. Depends if I wanna be lazy or not.

I'm eating blueberry bread....Sooooooooooo good...........yumm.......

Well, this was a serious waste of a post. So much for them getting more interesting.

~ labiegirl

just killing time journal entry sorta rambling

I know I already posted today.....but it's kinda addicting, and I'm pretty bored. Well, no I'm not. I just felt like doing this.

My mom just like broke my dad's computer, cuz she is major technically challenged. At least I don't have to worry about her finding my blog, then. Cuz I read this book that was just this girls blog posts, and then at the end she found out her dad was following her pretending to be a girl her age. ! ! ! ! That would SUCK. Cuz, I mean, some of this stuff may be personal....plus it's just kinda weird to have your parents read your writing, at least for me.

We found our dog!!! Well, my brother did. In like 5 minutes. But whatever.

Does anyone know how to post videos? Like, from YouTube? Cuz it's beyond me. Maybe I'm technically challenged too. Not as bad as my mom, never that bad. *shudder.*

Okay, I ate this peanut M&M, and it was kinda old and stained my lips blue. So I painted my lips blue, and it really looked like lipstick! It was pretty cool looking, bright blue and all. Why am I telling you this?

Where are my friends that are supposed to be following me?!?! :( There is only the ever faithful far away Bean.....hey, can I call you Beaniebaby? LOL. :)

Aaaaaah, the sound of the brothers playing video games loudly fills the air...

Ooooh, movie time.

Toodles non existent readers!

~ labiegirl

Song!!!! name: so right, or I could

Hellooooooooo again! Sorry I have not posted in a long time. Not that that matters, since only one person is following me. On the bright side: one person is following me now!!! Yay for best friends!!! :)

So...journal entry-ish thing!

I went sledding today!! With the dad and the sister. :) Cuz it has been snowing non stop for the last day....and there's this really big hill near our house, and it is so fun!!!

Have to go to church tonight....blargh.

Mom said we were gonna take the Christmas tree down today, but she went out grocery shopping and forgot! Score!!! So what if Christmas season is over? It looks pretty!!!

Ah, the snow is sparkling....MAGICALNESS!!! :D :D Oooohhh dear, it seems we forgot our dog outside and now he is missing! Aaaahh! one of the brothers is out looking for him...8-0 We'll find him....he's really tiny, though. And we have a lot of woods around our house....at least he's not a white dog, he'll be easier to spot.

Enough about my dog! I WROTE A SONG!!! SCORE!!! I want to post it....and since the only person following me is my friend fellow singer-songwriter, I think it's safe. ;)

No title so far, gimme suggestions?

1. You were in high school,

He was in colledge

He skipped a grade cuz he's smart that way

Acted like kinda friends,

But it was all pretend

You will look back some day

And say

Chorus:

I could tell when he told me that he loved me,

I could see it in my minds eye

When he asked if someday we would be together

I said yes and I don't know why

But I can see us

Sittin' by the ocean,

Lookin' at the water,

In the middle of the night

I could tell in a moment it was meant to feel so right

2. He is a writer,

You're in his stories

He's loved you all this time

You're far away but,

You'll make it work out

You're like two words that rhyme

(Chorus)

Bridge:

Don't run away from this

Girl, it's spelling out fairytale

He'll help you through the doubt

Let yourself feel this is real

I could tell when he told me that he loved me,

It'd be forever in each others lives

When he asked if someday we would be together

I said yes and this is why

Cuz I can see us

Sittin' by the ocean,

Lookin' at the water,

In the middle of the night

I could tell in a moment it was meant to feel so right

I could tell in a moment it'll always feel so right

There ya go! Okay, just saying, I am NOT trying to rip off Taylor Swift's Mine. This is me writing a song about a story that was told to me by someone. Her story fit really well with Mine, but I wanted to put it in my own words.

I hope you like it!

COMMENT!!!!! :)

~ labiegirl

(oh, and no ripping off my song! ;))

First post!

Hellooooo count of zero followers! Hopefully that will change soon as I force all my friends to follow. ;) Soooooo. I'm hoping this blog won't turn into me just babbling randomly, and actually hold some peoples interests. Pplease follow if any of the following subjects interst you:

Random facts

Qoutes I find and love

Chapters of books I'm writing (if I stop being lazy and keep writing them)

Lyrics of songs I'm writing

Occasional Journal entries

And more when I think of them. :)

Rule-ish things for exciting awesome new blog:

1. If you know me, no giving away my personal imformation without my permission

2. COMMENT!!!! If you have an oppinion, comment! Please!

3. Don't criticise me just for the sake of it

4. Keep swearing, (if there's any) to a minimal

5. Be stupid and dorky and magical like me. Or at least try. :)

Thanks for reading this!!! I promise to try and make it waaaaaaaay more interesting in future posts. :)

~ Labiegirl